undeserved yet given abundance poured with each whisper each memory brings legacy of love end brings understanding of the depth beyond gratitude for kindness, love
as deep as wide as strong love can be but only if in the mirror you see
wrestling each atom, each thought, each moment struggling to let go, surrender yet clinging too haunting loneliness filled with wonder distant future and past collide broken time, free fall
my question your answer my garden your flower my dark your light my travels your destination my gratitude
stubbornly vulnerable heals dug into soft refusing hardness true joy so abundant few and far between joy
window shopping for veggies yet doritos in the cart over and over unresolved, unhealed, broken the record continues to skip fatigue with you
